Monday, October 7, 2013

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An Excerpt

I look around…  No trace of the man I used to call mine. I try to escape the clutches of darkness, but I was too weak. I felt a deep longing for him. I try and stand, but pain strikes and I find it terribly hard to carry my own weight. Tears fall and I could not hold it back. I try and remember our last time together. “It’s not that I don’t love you. I just need to find myself first and live without you” he said. I thought he was my heart as I was his, but he left. Do you leave our heart somewhere else? No, you must be with it everywhere you go. Was our relationship not as strong as I thought it was? Was it all in my head?  

 I try to return to my daily routine, though I moved slow and weak almost crying every time I see a memento of our love, or perhaps my love for him. I hoped dearly he meant it when he said I was his heart. I hoped he would return...

I've cooked, I've cleaned, I've dressed down to something I thought he would like. I tried to keep the darkness out, even though it sucked the life out of me.

I sat there waiting for the door to open and for him to burst in and shower me with affection. I waited for what seemed like years... I've cried till there were no more tears left... I try to play back the times we've been happy. It has been 3 months since we've last laughed together, two months since we've last spoken, and a month since he left without a word. I wanted to be with him again. I wanted to be loved again. I wanted him... But he never came. I am in pain... I am broken... I was losing hope... I was losing the light that was once within my soul... I was consumed by darkness. Death.

Hello, I was reading books again lately and I've been writing again. I've mostly just written short stories or sometimes a reaction to what my imagination has been feeding me. This is a an excerpt from one that I am currently writing. In my post today I have some items from the Candy Fair and Halloween furniture from Aphrodite/Heart Homes. I have to say, I'll give The Aphrodite Shop two thumbs up for this dining and kitchen set. It is very interactive, It doesn't cause me lag, which of course I loved, and it "rezzes" these extra items just I just adore. The kitchen counter and the stove rezz food that you will be baking or preparing. The dining set lets you rezz several types of food, which are mostly with the theme of course, Halloween. The spider web was a nice touch. OH! and I liked the whole horror and activity animation in both of the sets. Also, I found this cute lingerie set which is part of the Candy Fair. This is from Que Bella! and it comes with the shoes and all. The skin I am wearing is also from the Candy Fair and I do like how it got all messy. With food and make up in my face, I'd still strike a pose for the camera.

Style Card:
Hair: MINA Hair - Ineke 
Eyes: [theSkinnery] Chocolate eyes - Mint [Candy Fair]
Skin: [theSkinnery] Runa - Marshmallow (champagne) [Candy Fair]
Outfit and Shoes: Que Bella!  Lolli Tart ~Lolli [Candy Fair]

Aphrodite Shop: Texas Massacre Kitchen
Aphrodite Shop: Bloody Mary's  Dining Room Set

In case you didn't have the Candy Fair LMs

Thank you Marina!


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